Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Time's Relentless Melt


"What I like about photographs is that they capture a moment that's gone forever, impossible to reproduce."
-Karl Lagerfeld

"All photographs are memento mori. To take a photograph is to participate in another person's (or thing's) mortality, vulnerability, mutability. Precisely by slicing out this moment and freezing it, all photographs testify to time's relentless melt."
-Susan Sontag


In a sense, the act of photography is an exercise of living in the past, making and displaying pictures of what once was. You take a girl's picture, a portrait, say, and you care very much for her so you zone focus from 1.5m away with a wide aperture using ambient lighting. Your camera is close to her face, your hand is on the camera. You snap the shot. Light, flying from her at all times three hundred million meters per second, slips through an open shutter and hits the sensor which translates it into a digital picture. By the time the photons get from the girl to your camera the moment is already five nanoseconds in the past.* It is seconds old before anyone sees it. I like to process my photos at home, at which point the moment is hours, if not days, in the past. By the time it's uploaded, maybe sharpened a bit, shared, and admired, we're looking at something that is long gone, the image of a face that has since moved on to other interests and pursuits.

Funny thing, light. Moments.





*If you're using natural outdoor light, well those photons were on the surface of the sun only eight and a half minutes ago, but the light bouncing off her face is not the same light at all, each photon having been absorbed into the orbit of some atom or molecule near the surface (her face, hair, shoulders, and) an instant later the energy flung out to where a keen eye or silicon chip can form a picture. Reflection isn't reflection, light is absorbed and re-emitted. So you can think of the light as part of her, a product of her, light from the nearest star has been transformed by her and has assumed her quality and shape, a luminous dent she made in the universe, now presented to you in precise form. Light travels as a wave and interacts as a particle. Waves crash against the camera's sensor and electronics record the precise position and energy of the particles, creating, in a very real sense, an imprint of the person who was kind enough to let you take her picture. 


Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Butterfly

One beautiful Sunday afternoon in Sonoma County, I was inspired by a friend to take pictures of butterflies alighting on the flowers at the winery. Inspired by a friend and a rather generous wine tasting, I should say. It was so windy I actually held the stalk of the flower to steady it while photographing one-handed. The flower was still blowing around but with a number of attempts and a very patient butterfly I finally got the focus right.

Ricoh GR II, f/7.1, 1/250s, ISO 200, macro mode

Friday, September 1, 2017

Oversaturated

Sunset in Shasta, camping in Lassen. Post-processing in front of the TV watching Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency.



Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Follow Your Grrrr...!


You can follow your bliss like a sucker. If I followed by bliss I'd be on the couch with a beer watching my favorite TV show. This is much harder, and I'm thinking at 7,000 vertical feet going up that mountain, first time on a bike in three years, embarrassed that I'm the slowest one on the ride, stopping to catch my breath, I'm not following anyone's bliss. I'm following my agony. I remind myself, it's worth all the effort and if that's not enough dig deeper until you find it.

Follow your grrrr.

Make it to the top and smile. Cross that river into the meadow. Stay 'til sunset. Then, after you're all spent, pack up your bike and enjoy a good night's rest.








Past is Passed



"Idea for a new app... a button that can undo long amounts of time. Three months. A year. A life. One click and everything could just go back to the way it was."
-Diane Nguyen, Bojack Horseman


You can't live in the past and believe me I've tried. The rents are outrageous and the commute is a killer. Maybe instead, try to bring someone forward to the present. Be that kid from the past now, wide-eyed with wonder and excitement. looking to the future.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Hold High Your Parasol Aloft



I'll admit I can take some weird travel photos. It's just what I see when I look at the world.

It's not me. The world is weird.